I am beyond frustrated. I want to say sad or a bit down, but I don’t think I feel that way this time. I think I’m just so over everything, I’m so mentally exhausted that its made me physically tired. Does that make any sense?
I’ve been to so many interviews its just now becoming funny how they don’t call back. Some don’t want to work with my schedule, and some actually do want me, but I don’t want to settle for a job that I know I will be miserable at but take it for the only reason that I have to pay my bills. I don’t want to get stuck at a job like that.
So that just leaves me complaining again, going in debt, and hurting my credit. Great. It’s been almost a month since I have put any money in my bank account. Bills are starting to pop up and, although I’m not freaking out, I’m becoming frustrated and a little scared for my future to be honest.
Not to mention the Corona Virus. Haven’t you heard? I’m not like those crazy people stocking up on food and things,
yet, but I am concerned about it. If it gets worse, the economy will get worse, then for sure I wont be getting a job. Not to mention all the people it might take with it before its gone, or what if this is actually it? What if its all over?
I’m panicking because I just don’t know what to do, no money, no way out.